月度存档: 四月 2009

Our Implementation

We have a implementation all the day , and I really exhausted on this implementation. Unfortunetly I finally get paged for this implementation at home on 22:33….Once I see the calling in number 019685**** which has NA country code 01 as prefix I know someone from NA wants to have a talk with me.

During the implementation, I needed to restore 17 mssql databases from one server to another server, and I needed to reapply the security after the implementation since the new server is mssql2k5 and the old one is mssql2k. DBA really need to pay more attention to this kind of activities , you may miss some tiny thing in one second but you will need hours to find that out. I think focusing on this task makes me exhausted today !

Still working with Ally and Randy to find the root cause why only the SME(Randy) can logon the application, others couldn't ! Hope we can figure it out ASAP !

已不在

我很想说,已不在,已不在,可是我却不敢说出主语,我担心一说出来就是一句完整的话,我自己都没有办法撑得住。我惹不住哭了,却没有声音…

我连续问了你好多遍,今天是几号,你一遍比一遍更不耐烦,一遍比一遍更大声地回答我,四月十六!最后一遍还带上“烦死了!”。我不能问了,也不想问了,何必自讨没趣?! 我也想忘记今天是什么日子,可是我忘不了,叫我怎么忘得了?!

我现在后悔了,是我当时太冲动吗? 选择了这样的一条路给自己走。我一向稳重,一项考虑全面,怎么会让自己进入这样没有前景的道路?!如果是痛苦,在我还清醒的时候,告诉自己,宁愿现在痛苦,不要以后痛苦,因为现在我还有回头的机会,而以后,却很难再这么肯定了。

为什么不可以做一个自己喜欢的角色呢? 为什么因为别人而改变自己?? 现在变的连自己都讨厌自己, 更不要说别人了. 坚持自己的原则, 坚持自己的目标, 当没有人在爱我的时候,至少我是爱我的; 当没有人再可以爱的时候,还是可以选择爱自己的。

既然想通了,为什么不擦干眼泪呢?我相信自己, 我可以做的更好,比所有人都好!!

家有败家子

真是气死了,败家子真是败家阿!! 10天内丢了两个手机,我真是要无语了!!